.....??

I just wish it will be stop...

How if...

the feeling of heartache,

the feeling of tears dropping out from eyes...

every painful feeling of them,

had became a mistshap.

It just like a knife stabbing inside your heart.

Why does a human will have these stupid feelings...

they are disturbing me,

and it cant be heal...

Acting,is just like a fool...

However I am still fooling around.

I though...

I will be okay today,

but I am not...

I lied...

every of my speech,

full of lies.

Did I just done something wrong?

Could someone just slap me....

I just wish..

somebody can step into,

the black world,

without any lights...

Sunny days never glown,

the sun just hide behind the dark cloud.

Did I really need these feelings?

I dont...

But...

I know...

I treat myself like this,

is better than I tell.

If I tell,

the ending will end up with argurement...

Is it worthing?

I don't know...

There is nothing can make me calm now...

I hope...

I really hope..

You are here...

although,

we cant touch each other,

although,

it has a gaps blocking...

at least...

I can stop these useless foolish emotions.

I feel like...

I am an annoying people,

maybe its the truth...