I just wish it will be stop...
How if...
the feeling of heartache,
the feeling of tears dropping out from eyes...
every painful feeling of them,
had became a mistshap.
It just like a knife stabbing inside your heart.
Why does a human will have these stupid feelings...
they are disturbing me,
and it cant be heal...
Acting,is just like a fool...
However I am still fooling around.
I though...
I will be okay today,
but I am not...
I lied...
every of my speech,
full of lies.
Did I just done something wrong?
Could someone just slap me....
I just wish..
somebody can step into,
the black world,
without any lights...
Sunny days never glown,
the sun just hide behind the dark cloud.
Did I really need these feelings?
I dont...
But...
I know...
I treat myself like this,
is better than I tell.
If I tell,
the ending will end up with argurement...
Is it worthing?
I don't know...
There is nothing can make me calm now...
I hope...
I really hope..
You are here...
although,
we cant touch each other,
although,
it has a gaps blocking...
at least...
I can stop these useless foolish emotions.
I feel like...
I am an annoying people,
maybe its the truth...
