the me...the real me?

I'm worst,I cant smile like that...

Its Chinese New Year,

busy time ever in my life...

its even tired than schooling.

oh well...

nowasday...

I hav stuck inside my black world.

I dont know how to say so...

just..

I am thinking negative thing everytime.

My sense is stupid ever.

I hate my sense.

I am wrong....for always,

I did what...

I am...

I am such a liar..

I hate myself so much,

I hate the crying me,

I hate the lifeless me,

I am just me.

I did wrongly everytime,

and I never get to be forgiven everytime.

My life,

such like a dog....

yea,I am just I..

I,

such a sily one.

I,

such a bad one...