the me...the real me?

I'm worst,I cant smile like that...

Its Chinese New Year,

busy time ever in my life...

its even tired than schooling.

oh well...

nowasday...

I hav stuck inside my black world.

I dont know how to say so...

just..

I am thinking negative thing everytime.

My sense is stupid ever.

I hate my sense.

I am wrong....for always,

I did what...

I am...

I am such a liar..

I hate myself so much,

I hate the crying me,

I hate the lifeless me,

I am just me.

I did wrongly everytime,

and I never get to be forgiven everytime.

My life,

such like a dog....

yea,I am just I..

I,

such a sily one.

I,

such a bad one...

Chinese New year....

this is my new drawing =X

So Chinese New Year is around the corner.

Less preparation this year,

since everything had been prepared since December.

Busy life non stop,still the busy people here.

Maybe the new life should be like this,

help me a lot?I dont even want to know that.

And yeah,something happen from relatives stuff,

relatives,what a liar.

They even cannot trust compare with friends.

School-ing OTL

school has open =|

Its school again,new year,new class,new start.

New class 4Jade <<weird name,I know.

School change every class name from flowers' name into Gems' name.

Sudden thinkking of Pokemon lol...

Oh well,its nice to get a class I want.

The new headmaster change every rules of the school now,

rather not sleep in class now,since I am sitting the front seats.

Add maths,I dare to challenge you xD

4Jade is the 1st class of art stream,

its actually a science stream class last year,

because many of the student last year give up add maths,

so they change into art stream.

and now,Homework never ends lol...

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another cosplan...<<many cosplan

Koumajou Densetsu Kirisame Marisa

Mononobe no Futo

Shirai Kuroko

well well well well =|

money does not support many,

decided to go for KmjD Marisa first~

Thats all for now =D

2011.

What should I write?...
Nothing....

开学 QAQ

于是朋友们，又要开学了...

又要开学了 QAQ

时间过得真快，已经一年了，

感觉上，好像在做梦，一天又一天的。

好烦好烦，突然有种想长期逃课的感觉。

做宅女宅到傻了，可说是NEET了吧 ==

他又去NS了 T.T

这次是4天，应该很快过得 =|

记得找医生治你的脚，不然我很不安啊...

还有就是开始早睡吧，虽然我迟睡的人 =|...

嘛...

近作，板绘开始有进步了...

不要怪我哦，最近blog Upload不到图片了...
不知道为什么，所以草稿堆积了很多很多。
不是没来更新，而是更新的时候上传不到图片而放弃更新。
嘛...

昨天拿了成绩，老实说...
我明白自己为什么考到这样，因为我没努力过。
我不是读书的料子，能考到3个A都算很好了。
开心和不开心，说真的拿到的时候我没有感觉。
因为我已经体验过堕落了，现在来说，
这个成绩或许是个好的开始。
PMR神马的，过去了就算了，
明年就是新的开始了，SPM的起步来了。

不说读书了，觉得自己不是读书的人说起读书的事情，
会感觉到很奇怪很反感。不过还是恭喜全校考到全A的12个人。

-------------------- 琴分线 =| ----------------------

CF后的我，很悠闲，也很烦恼。
烦着下次出的角色，计划太多是很不好的...
三个计划
1、天子
2、恋
3、红魔城传说 魔理沙
以上3个我不知道要选哪个好....
不过恋的方面下定了，因为有队员。
天子和魔理沙我在纠结 @@
希望能有人给给意见 ><

话说...
虽然很不想公开，不过说真的。
我交往了，和某人 =|
是谁就不说了。

最后让我测试测试上传图片...

少女测试中....

果然upload是不行，只能偷FB的URL了 ==...

………………

我竟然有那个感觉...
我竟然有那个感觉...
我竟然有那个感觉...
我竟然有那个感觉...
我竟然有那个感觉...
我竟然有那个感觉...
我竟然有那个感觉...
我竟然有那个感觉...
我竟然有那个感觉...
我竟然有那个感觉...
我竟然有那个感觉...
我竟然有那个感觉...
我竟然有那个感觉...
我竟然有那个感觉...
我竟然有那个感觉...

怎么回事....
就是所谓的...
心如鹿撞？...
我竟然有那个感觉...